What I am upto

What I am upto these days...I know hardly anyone will be interested in knowing...those who are will be knowing already :-)
still for the satisfaction of writing this blog, i'll blah-blah something.
well, am not living upto my motto of one movie per week these days....so bad :-(
but instead am busy scripting my own movie...hey, did u think I am being creative and going to produce a movie? comeon...how can I do?
am writing what they call essays or applications....quite weird, isn't it? in school, essays were essays and apps were apps...how can essays be applications?
yes, they can be when u look for doing an international MBA after taking a well known test called GMAT. very soon, I expect GMAC (company organizing GMAT) to be based out of ChIndia. For past year or so, I was finding that I have some extra knowledge about MBA which generally I am not supposed to have....courtesy my job of sitting in a small corner infront of a computer and working in some stuff that 98% of the world's population won't understand but some less than 0.1% love to do...called programming!!!
well, coming back to the point, I thought of leveraging all the knowledge of my gmat-cracker friends and I could do it fairly nicely...got 730/50/38/5.0 in GMAT. now I am an expert at giving fundas for this test feared by all non-Indians. I can read your mind and tell how to crack this cartoon.
so now I am at this junction where I have to write essays and applications to enter into one of those so-called-schools...which are so much unlike schools...they are neither like your schools or colleges or universities...but they are the places where student networking, clubs, inhaling and exhaling of fundas at the escape velocity happen every moment. i wonder why no one coined a new term for these places...!! poor school kids!
God, please save me in this line of fine...as a friend put up "only those get into MBA who survive the process, other get burnt down the way". now this is both encouraging and discouraging.
if i feel, am doing good at writing essay, i think wow!, i'll be IN. but if I feel, it's taking onto my nerves...my countdown towards getting blown off begins.

let's see...